I want to thank all of you for your prayers and wishes, yesterday was absolutely the worst, most painful day of my life, and i've had some bad ones, but, today is the BEST day of my life, because we were told it does NOT appear to be cancer, just a slightly abnormal, and large cyst!!! Just returned from a small celebration dinner with her and I couldnt be any happier. I have never been as terrified as i was yesterday, if it was me in danger, it would have been much easier and less painful, if you have someone you love more than life itself, you know what i mean.
Thanks again for all of your good thoughts and prayers, i dont know if it worked, but it certainly didnt hurt!

Im not an overly religous man, but i PRAYED last night, over and over, and over again.
I decided last night if things turned out well, i would sell a knife in the forums and donate the proceeds to purchasing as many gold memberships as the proceeds will afford, maybe 4 or 5, for members who dont yet have a gold membership and want one, i just have to figure out how to pick the BF members to give the memberships to. Maybe a raffle or contest, im not sure yet, but i wanted to thank everybody from the bottom of my heart, a heart that was breaking until today. If you have any good ideas on how to choose who gets the memberships, let me know.
Now, before you all think i've gone all soft and mushy on ya, remember, i carry a Strider AR and a Glock 17 loaded with 19+1 Golden Saber 124 gn. +P's, and keep an 870 marine magnum loaded with 3" #1 Buckshot near the bed, so there! A very well armed softy.
Ari