Keith,
I have prayed for you both.
I think many of us fully understand your excerpted feelings I quote below. Well expressed.
"She is my WORLD.......
Praying helped..
I ...TRY TO DO MY BEST to make certain I can help my wife in any way I CAN.. Whether it being working ... or simply rubbing her feet.
-Chef Keith-Giz "
Again, my prayers for you and your wife.
Mike H.