Request for smoke and prayers.

My dad (booze) and bro (weed) went thru the same steps. Yes, in the beginning it was slow, it was painful, it was just too exhausting emotionally, BUT THEY'RE STILL HERE and doing the best that they can. "One day at a time" is indeed a God-given mantra. If it wasn't for martial arts and being selective with friends, I might've gone the same road. But like them, that DARK CLOUD hanging over me has been there ever since I could remember.

Hang on, think of those you love and trust in HIM who's always there (it's we who go far from him at times. . .)
 
I just wanted to express my gratitude one more time, and I'll let this thread go.

Tomorrow at 9:30PM PST will be 30 days sober. It's hasn't been as much of a struggle as I thought, but I have had a lot of help from family and AA.

AA is great (I go once a week) and my sponsor is a great guy. We have a lot in common, and it makes it easier to see someone doing so well after going through a much tougher struggle and I.

It's funny the things that get you buy. I have read this thread at least 100 times. Every time I get a rush of "will" from all the words of encouragement.

So to all that kept me in their thoughts and prayers..... THANK YOU!!!!

I'm well on my way to being a better husband, father, and a better lifestyle.
 
Congratulations on 30 days! It gets easier every day away from the old ways - I've been there.

Wish you a great holiday season.
 
I was addicted to Valium for 14 years. I have been 'off' them for five years now. I quit cold turkey with no ones help which is wrong and stupid. I went to the ER for a panic attack and they gave me something similar to Valium but I was scared to take them. After much thought and self analysis I decided to take them as prescribed. It is a very hard thing to do but I take them only as prescribed. I was afraid of becoming addicted again but I have a strong reserve. The hardest thing I had to do was tell my boss and she looked at me like I was lying to her because I am the go to guy at work, her strongest player. She is cool now and does not treat me different. If you EVER need someone to talk to I am always around as I am sure many people on this forum will be if you need us.
 
Good luck & keep it up. It will be work, but that 30 days can be 30 yrs............"Let go & let God"!!!
 
Wow. I'm impressed by your coming around and taking the right steps. Good for you. Good thoughts and strength coming your way.
 
tarmix101 said:
I'm an alcoholic. I've been kidding my self for months of fairly heavy drinking that I could quit anytime.






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Any words of wisdom are much appreciated. I start AA next week.
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Been there,done that .
Once worked at a supply house & if we did $7,500 cash sales the company bought us a fifth.Later we were given a fridge with ice maker & were furnished free chasers.

Got so good that I'd buy a pint on the way home to keep the fire going. One morning I coughed while brushing my teete & my eyes almost exploded into red streaks . Vowed to quit,drank until that specific day arrived,poured my stock down the sink.

Was very hard not to drink at the shop at closing but I didn't touch it. Friends waved booze under my nose & yes,I salivated but did not touch it.

To firm my resolve I'd mix drinks for them .

All you have to do is WANT to quit !

God bless you & yours !:D

Uncle Alan
 
tarmix101 said:
I just wanted to express my gratitude one more time, and I'll let this thread go.

Tomorrow at 9:30PM PST will be 30 days sober. It's hasn't been as much of a struggle as I thought, but I have had a lot of help from family and AA.

AA is great (I go once a week) and my sponsor is a great guy. We have a lot in common, and it makes it easier to see someone doing so well after going through a much tougher struggle and I.

It's funny the things that get you buy. I have read this thread at least 100 times. Every time I get a rush of "will" from all the words of encouragement.

So to all that kept me in their thoughts and prayers..... THANK YOU!!!!

I'm well on my way to being a better husband, father, and a better lifestyle.
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Congratulations tarmix!!!

Come back to this thread any time you need to, to get a dose of that "will" we pass on to you, and let you know we are on your side and rooting for you. :thumbup::thumbup::thumbup:
 
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