It's only money! and you'll have more later on, my vote is to buy the one that will suit your needs, and it sounds like you need to be convinced to buy the Sebenza? I held off getting one for a long time and sorry that I did, yes I know, another Sebenza fanatic, but I guess that's what I am, I like Benchmade's stuff, there's an M2 AFCK in my right front pocket as I type, but there is also an Umfaan on my belt, today, yesterday was a large Sebenza.
You can also find deals out there, just post in the Wanting to Buy forum and someone will come to help you out. I had two of the large Sebenzas because I knew it would be good trading material, always keep the one though!
Good luck, as others above have stated, buy and don't look back, and as I said, you'll have a $100 later to by one of the others if the urge hits you.
G2
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"There are no dangerous weapons;
there are only dangerous men."
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Robert A. Heinlein, 1959
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[This message has been edited by Gary W. Graley (edited 29 December 1999).]