the knife "nut" path takes some time, you start out with bad knives, then go to good knives, understand they have some "minuses" with finish, heat treat, design and the like so you become more demanding
that's when you get a CRK or a Sebbie
the para is good, the HT is not the best, finish is good actually,design is nice with not the best in use (high blade, no straight edge) it's good OK but it's not the best (sold all mine), the sebbie? yes you should get one to confront. And figure out yourself
in any case it's worth a try at least, but I'm sure most people will understand and appreciate it even if it has been hard to earn the $$$ to get one, happened to me and I'm on my 4th crk, user crk.
my 2 cents
wish you a pleasant "knife journey"
maxx