Brian Jones
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Thanks, Kevin, but you'd be surprised. After my car accident and recovery period, a lot of stuff literally got knocked out of my head. I'm lucky because at one point I was partially paralyzed on my left side due to bleeding in the brain, but all that is past. I had to relearn some basic motor skills.
I learned that survival skills are perishable if you don't keep them up. Same is true with guns, martial arts, and tactics. Some of it stays with you like riding a bike, but the more difficult skills seem to fade. I'm intensely retraining myself again. But it's exciting to be given a second chance. Many people who had the injuries I did never fully recover. I'm one of the extremely lucky ones.
In the first weeks after the accident, I would call my friends to say hi, then sometimes call them again one or two times more, and say the same things, completely unaware that I had already called. Short term memory effects. My friends would answer (if it was a repeater) and say, "Hello, Rerun.") LOL! It was my nickname for awhile.
Of course my friends also like to joke that the accident seemed to knock something back into place that had been out whack the whole time previously. At least I think they're joking...![]()
Not that I can tell for sure, Hollowdweller. I do have "some-timers" (as opposed to alzheimers), where I'll be talking about something and then.....completely lose what I was talking about, kind of "blank out." But only in some basic conversations. Or I'll start talking about "This guy I know real well, his name is...is...is.." even though I know the name by heart.
I'm probably a little feistier than I was before, but that could be just an emotional result of the experience. I don't mince words or beat around the bush to be as diplomatic as before, but at the same time I'm more forgiving of others and ready to accept others flaws and all, since I was forced to admit, accept, and deal with a lot of my own shortcomings in character and personality. I certainly feel humbled. I'm not as afraid to show weakness or admit when I'm wrong as before, since the experience will knock the Type-A ego right out of you. Well, maybe not all of it. For awhile, and for the first time in my adult life, I was helpless and had to depend on family and friends for almost everything. It was the opposite of the "self-reliance" concept I lived by. It was REALLY hard for me to swallow, and it freaked me out for awhile and caused major anxiety until I accepted it.
It taught me that you can't control everything in life, and you sometimes have to just endure instead of overcome. Some things are beyond you, and there will always be things that are like that in life.
I've always been more right-brained/creative, but I'm actually better at analysis/left-brain stuff like math than I used to be. Strange. They say the brain learns to reroute the synaptic signals to compensate.
So I feel I am as fully recovered as can be. I'm still discovering what's same, what's different.
Now, of course, if I repost all this again like I never said it before, please shout out, "RERUN!" and I'll go back and see the neurologist for a refund.That word was an arranged code for my friends to tell me I had already called (and to save them from me going on and on and on about the same damn thing again....)
I decided early on to have a sense of humor about it, and told my friends to do same, so they busted my chops just like before. This is not PC, sorry, but they gave me a bicycle helmet for my first post-accident birthday with the word "RETARD" in bold letters on it...it's a treasured gift and makes me laugh when I see it.