straight from my facebook note
Alot is going on in the little space i like to call my mind. I'm not sure what I'm going to do, or how i will react to it when the time comes to act.
first off, my g-ma is in the hospital. nothing life threatening at this point, but it is possible that she has a blood clot in her leg. she has been in alot of pain for awhile now, and she has been driving me and my family nuts because of it. Not entierly sure what to think or do. I dont want anything bad to happen to her, but at the same time i am doing what i can not to bite her head off because of her negativity. One of those wonderful fine lines every family has...
second, my best friend is just getting old. he is my cat mikey. he'll be 16 in september. i have lived with him for those 16 years now. I love that little fuzz ball like my child. He's just getting old. Cant hear to well too boot. It depresses me to a point that basically no one understands. I cant talk about it with most of my friends as only one, Alicia being the cat person she is, actually gives a crap about it. They either dont like cats, or tollerate them. This in turn just pisses me off more as I am a cat person and dont want anything to happen to any cat, esspecially my mikey.
third, i just plain hate my job. that simple. if i could quit, i would. but i cant until school starts. three blasted weeks of this stupid job left. dont get me wrong, it has its positive moments, but i cant stand the negative. I hated my job at school last semester, but at least the positives out weighed the negatives. Its just driving me nuts that i have to wait till school starts to quit......
fourth, i dunno what my life after this semester is going to be like. very good chance of the military, but what in the military i am not sure. possibly military psychologist. not the biggest of my worries, but its there none the less.
and fifth, relationships. i'm just gonna leave it at that for now. its getting better, but that doesnt mean it isnt confusing now