Demon, I dont plan on teaching budo, but I am very open to just training with people, so let's definitely get together. I think we are going to be home in time for the fouth of July. Im not certain about the date, but my visa expires july 12.
I have spent 6 years here. It doesnt seem that long, but I have been busy!
Literally I have been working night and day to do and learn as much as I possibly could.
I was afraid that I might be leaving too soon, but I have made so much progress this past year that I am not afraid of that anymore.
Sensei told me that basically, I had "got it" whatever that means.
I will keep training until the end of my life, but I am not going to ever wonder if Im doing it right anymore. It may not be perfect, but the feeling is what I came for and I feel it now.
I want to simply enjoy the rest of my life and I want to do it in America.
They say the candle that burns twice as bright burns half as long. I say who cares? We have a moral duty to burn as brightly as we can because nobody knows how long we have, no matter how brightly we burn.
I may not have any money to travel when I get back, but I will do whatever I can to come and spend some time with you, my friends in America. I have known some of you for years now and never even seen your faces.
Let's change that as soon as possible.