Aw, Hell, man.
I dunno what to say. Sorry to hear such terrible news. I know there's probably nothing I can do that would really help, except maybe to let you know there's one more person out there who cares about your loss. I've always enjoyed you brand of humor- it never failed to bring a smile to my face, or even to make me laugh out loud.
You've reminded me how much I take for granted.
Prayers with you.