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to all my friends and fellow knife lovers,
i did some thing i have not done in so so many many years today >>>
i went out and layed down in a field with deep grass with my two yourkey puppyes in the warm sunshine under auzzer blue skys and let them attempt to lick my face, i rolled over and laffed and ....
- sudlenly recalled a time manny manny years ago when every thing was still NEW and exciteing with diffrent dogs but same auzzer blue sky ...
and i thanked god i could....and hope you all can do some thing much like that some time soon also... you see...
i was going to florida to set up a homesite for a few years down the road but had a bad time getting there... a medical emgerncy almost cancled every thing...
NOTE: i am doing fine now and have congrats from many of you and i thank all of you for the kind reguards!!!
i am posting this message as i wanted to share with my friends experance that may have some meaning some day...>>>
I had been feeling badly for days... but had no idear what it was ... i thought exteration packing and maby some stress with the preperations and to top it all off - a fuss with the wife ...
i sweated some on a cool day packing and also did the lasy way of carring the largest load i could and thought my self week as i got winded some... we left and things seemed fine... but half way ...
I had a chest pain i had not experanced before it was like a lite jab with a ball point pen - not very hard but enught to cause some concern.
i took a nitro and on a thought i also took a reaglur asprin... pain went away so good - no problum... not on your life...
1/2 hour or so later it hit again enught for me to say ouch and look down... but nothing there and it hurt again ...SO another asprin and nitro...
and again it went away and felt good for another 45 min ...
then it jamed me a 3 ed time the hardest yet and did not let up much and i could not pull out the ball point that felt like it was stickingf out from my chest and i could not touch the pain it was not close to my finger tips no mater how hard i tryed to get to it...
by grace we were able to turn around and get to the past exit and get me to a hosp... were it happened yet 3 more times in the er while on nitro patch!
a test and sure enught a good chunck of heart was getting very little blood at all in rest and none in stress...
after a few days to stablise and a trip to a diffrent hosp - a coated stent was in place holding things open for flow ... with no heart damage !! at least they dont think so from what they can see...
they think it may be because i used nitro and 325 milgram asprian two times.. so i will always keep them close now!!
but strangley ?...
i find myself feeling my chest every time i have any discomfornt and seeing if i can 'touch' it or not as that was the only way that i findley thought sometihing was truly wrong and the doc said it was not a bad thoght that he had heard of that before ....
it makes the wife nervours and leaves me feeling silly when i do it... but damm the fear is to great to not to ...
i wanted to let you all know of the flags i did not see ... a extra thought and and some thing i did right ...
and started with the good news first to show how much life can be in a simple moment of enjoyment... i have hope for many more moments of enjoyment that are as filled with life as that last was and i hope for you all also such moments...
i share this experance as i care of thoes i know and if i say any thing that sould possablely cause them to act in time to live then it was worth the breath...
your friend and fellow knife nut
dave
i did some thing i have not done in so so many many years today >>>
i went out and layed down in a field with deep grass with my two yourkey puppyes in the warm sunshine under auzzer blue skys and let them attempt to lick my face, i rolled over and laffed and ....
- sudlenly recalled a time manny manny years ago when every thing was still NEW and exciteing with diffrent dogs but same auzzer blue sky ...
and i thanked god i could....and hope you all can do some thing much like that some time soon also... you see...
i was going to florida to set up a homesite for a few years down the road but had a bad time getting there... a medical emgerncy almost cancled every thing...
NOTE: i am doing fine now and have congrats from many of you and i thank all of you for the kind reguards!!!
i am posting this message as i wanted to share with my friends experance that may have some meaning some day...>>>
I had been feeling badly for days... but had no idear what it was ... i thought exteration packing and maby some stress with the preperations and to top it all off - a fuss with the wife ...
i sweated some on a cool day packing and also did the lasy way of carring the largest load i could and thought my self week as i got winded some... we left and things seemed fine... but half way ...
I had a chest pain i had not experanced before it was like a lite jab with a ball point pen - not very hard but enught to cause some concern.
i took a nitro and on a thought i also took a reaglur asprin... pain went away so good - no problum... not on your life...
1/2 hour or so later it hit again enught for me to say ouch and look down... but nothing there and it hurt again ...SO another asprin and nitro...
and again it went away and felt good for another 45 min ...
then it jamed me a 3 ed time the hardest yet and did not let up much and i could not pull out the ball point that felt like it was stickingf out from my chest and i could not touch the pain it was not close to my finger tips no mater how hard i tryed to get to it...
by grace we were able to turn around and get to the past exit and get me to a hosp... were it happened yet 3 more times in the er while on nitro patch!
a test and sure enught a good chunck of heart was getting very little blood at all in rest and none in stress...
after a few days to stablise and a trip to a diffrent hosp - a coated stent was in place holding things open for flow ... with no heart damage !! at least they dont think so from what they can see...
they think it may be because i used nitro and 325 milgram asprian two times.. so i will always keep them close now!!
but strangley ?...
i find myself feeling my chest every time i have any discomfornt and seeing if i can 'touch' it or not as that was the only way that i findley thought sometihing was truly wrong and the doc said it was not a bad thoght that he had heard of that before ....
it makes the wife nervours and leaves me feeling silly when i do it... but damm the fear is to great to not to ...
i wanted to let you all know of the flags i did not see ... a extra thought and and some thing i did right ...
and started with the good news first to show how much life can be in a simple moment of enjoyment... i have hope for many more moments of enjoyment that are as filled with life as that last was and i hope for you all also such moments...
i share this experance as i care of thoes i know and if i say any thing that sould possablely cause them to act in time to live then it was worth the breath...
your friend and fellow knife nut
dave