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I feel your pain, sort of. Last April we lost our 10.5 year old Alaskan Malamute, Shredder, to liver failure, then had to put dour 16 year old tabby, Stinky, to sleep due to a tumor in his sinus cavity.
Then I almost lost Mom in November to a brain aneurysm.
Grieve, but remember it's them who've gone and not you and the rest of your family. We're still here to talk about it.
It gets better with time. Lucky for me at least, my Mom is up walking and talking (six weks in a coma, we were looking into conservatorship, it really sucked). I also got a new Mal puppy a couple weeks ago. Things will work out for you as well.
Grieve for them, but be joyful in the fact that you're still here and have a wife and two more dogs that love you.
jmx