I lost both my knives.
A number of years ago my parents gave me a Case Stockman of some kind. After a while I lost it, either in a friends car or on a trip to Peru, but I'd gotten used to carrying a knife, so I went to my folks place and rooted around till I found one of my Grandfather's old pocket knives. I carried that for a bit over a year. About two months ago, I lost that one too. As I was fresh out of family heirlooms, I decided I'd have to buy one for myself.
Being me, I couldn't just go to the Wal-Mart and pick something: I had to research and study and agonize over everything. I decided I wanted a stockman pattern, as I like traditional things, and it's sort of symbolic as having a herd of animals is a long-time ambition of mine. I read about US made carbon steel Schrades somewhere and decided that's what I wanted. But instead of buying one knife to replace the one I had been carrying, I've proceeded to buy nine US made Old Timers (8OT, 34OT, 108OT and 5OTG) off the Bay, with a couple Bucks (701 and 703) and a Camillus Hawkbill thrown in for good measure. But nothing has totally satisfied me, and as I keep looking around trying to find the perfect knife for me, I keep seeing new things I want to try and my little collection keeps growing.
And now, after spending a couple hundred dollars on vintage slipjoints, I found my Grandpa's old knife in the cushions of the couch. Turns out it's a Boker Tree Brand swell-end jack, probably '60s vintage. But I still can't help reading and learning and looking for that perfect knife. If I can only get ahold of a Northwoods Madison Barlow, single sodbuster blade in the Blue Camel Bone I'd be set and could stop, right?