First of all, relax. To open with the statement :"I fear for our future ......." is a little over the top dont you think ? If you were my neighbor, and you told me something like that, AND, that you intended to buy a piece, I would seriously consider moving. Please don't take that the wrong way, everyone is concerned about the upcoming elections, and with good reason, but the chances of you being directly affected by a future terrorist attack are about even with you winning the lottery, or maybe even a little greater. That being said, I'm also considering a 1911 style pistol myself, and have begun the research, I started looking at a few of the "lower end" models, like Charles Daly 1911's, and Llama's, but have pretty much settled on either a Colt 1911, or a Springfield. Take it from me, you can buy a really nice Kimber, or Wilson Comabt 1911, or go to Thunder Ranch's site, and look at some of the 1911's they offer, but you have to really start thinking about what this pistol will be used for. Do you fear a home invasion , or maybe an attempted car jacking ? or perhaps a stroll to the corner liquor store late at night for that last six pack or 40 to keep the good times rolling ? I recommend you make a trip to the range, and rent (if you can do that in Ill. like we can here in California) a 1911, both compact, and full sized versions, then fire them both for comparison. The reason for this is recoil, you want to see if there is a noticeable difference between the compact , and full size because I guarantee, when the time comes, and you feel you have to defend yourself, your ability to do so, will be greatly impaired by the normal adrenaline rush, and stress of the situation. You don't have to do extensive studies, or be a psychologist to determine this. It's a very dangerous situation to be in for you, the aggressor, and anyone within the maximum effective range of that weapon. The last thing you want to do is miss, or kill an innocent bystander. If you do make this purchase ( which I highly recommend, not so much for you to feel more protected, but just to be an American exercising his constitutional right to bear arms), see what is offered out there in respect to firearms training (not specifically safety training, though I believe that is a good place to start). Look for a Tactical Pistol course, and see if it is available to civilians, or find someone of experience, ie, a cop, or combat veteran (plenty of those these days) who is willing to go to the range with you, and impart some of their knowledge. I am a veteran myself, and though I have never had an engagement requiring the use of a pistol, I have had above average training with pistols, even with that experience, if I had to defend myself this minute with one, I know in my mind that I would be taking a huge risk. Buy that 1911 though, and work it, there is no substitute for live fire training, a serious gun owner who buys with the intent of using that weapon for defensive purposes, in MY opinion, should be at the range daily for at least a good month, firing that weapon, getting used to the recoil, practicing target acquisition/re-acquisition, and figuring out which ammo best suits the weapon, and you. Oh yeah, it can get that technical for you, ask any serious 1911 owner/shooter. Good luck, have tons of fun, and above all, Be safe !