JT,
Some of us are still out here lurking, reading BF regularly and trying to fit in some knifemaking in between the rest of our commitments. We may not say it enough, but we really do appreciate the help and guidance that all of you provide. I wish I had more time to commit to it as I really enjoy it, despite my lack of proficiency.
I have many "WIPs", but they are progressing so slowly or become abandoned when they don't meet up to my "standards". I sometimes show them to friends, but I don't want them to be crayon drawings on the refrigerator. Also, there is the issue of a WIP which has been in progress for a year (or stalled for 20). Yes, I do have a blade ground by Bob Engnath that I started polishing 20 years ago that I set aside until my skills can do justice to the blade (a very nice clay hardened wakasashi). Maybe someday...
Yes, I have a lot of tools which don't get used very often. And sometimes I get more caught up making tools (Forge, HT oven, Tempering Oven, etc) because I think I need them. And I probably have a lifetime supply of Aldo's 1084. But I think I understand it. It is like playing a nice musical instrument with limited skill and limited talent. You can enjoy practicing by yourself even though others probably would not enjoy your "music".
In my case, perhaps it it the unfortunate consequence of being a Quality Assurance professional who has loved looking over photos of thousands of great knives, knowing that mine will not measure up.
But, please don't stop helping us. We are still here, very much appreciating the opportunity to hang out here with you guys. Maybe someday I will finish something that I can show you guys.
Many thanks from an eternal apprentice. -Doug