I find myself hesitating on certain knife purchases. My reasoning stems deep into my childhood. My dad was an impulse buyer, I am a thinker, I do a lot of considering before buying. Once I make up my mind I go and get what I want, sometimes it takes a few hours to decide, sometimes days or a few weeks.
Make up your mind, dont buy it because everyone else has one, I dont have one, yet. Buy it if you want it, do you want it? How is your relationship with your patents? Do you feel secure enough to buy a ZT. Or is it a fear of awesomeness that is holding you back?