i felt the same way at one time. i also was really into a lot of things that i'm not now. as i've used my knives more over the years i've developed a set of "must haves" and some "deal breakers" as well. like someone mentioned, you get to the point where the current production world doesn't really offer you anything you don't have. for a while i'd get something just to try the steel it has. i slowly crept up the price ladder. i remember buying the first benchmade forum knife, the 705CFHS. that was over $200.00 and i thought i'd never cross that threshold. then i finally got my hands on a sebenza. now we're up above $400.00! the ZT0888 set me back a bit more than that. so now it's not that big a jump to a custom AD-10 from Demko. the wait makes it easier to offset the cost as well. ironically, i've gone back to some cheaper knives and been very pleased with them all over again so i guess i just love knives