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- Feb 27, 2011
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First, please no negative comments (although I do not deserve to write that), I am seriously embarrassed and appalled with myself and it's taken some time for me to even man up and post again. I thought at first, the most respectful thing would be to dissolve into anonymity, I then however realized how much I love this place and think highly of this crew, I decided to suck it up and face the firing squad. If you can't do the time, don't do the crime.
Secondly, I know this doesn't excuse anything but I don't even remember posting that thread, I had downed several beers and popped an Ambien to go to sleep. I went to work the next morning, didn't even know I posted something then saw to my total aghast, the sheer *@^# that I had spewed. I would like to say I was writing what I wrote as some had conjectured to "rattle the cage" however I don't remember even posting it so I can't lie and say that was my intent, I really don't know.
Lastly, I would like to ask if you all would forgive and forget, however I would settle for simple forgiveness first. Anyhoo, believe me when I say this was an EXTREMELY difficult thread for me to write, and I am truly and humbly requesting for the groups understanding.
Regards,
Arkanian
Secondly, I know this doesn't excuse anything but I don't even remember posting that thread, I had downed several beers and popped an Ambien to go to sleep. I went to work the next morning, didn't even know I posted something then saw to my total aghast, the sheer *@^# that I had spewed. I would like to say I was writing what I wrote as some had conjectured to "rattle the cage" however I don't remember even posting it so I can't lie and say that was my intent, I really don't know.
Lastly, I would like to ask if you all would forgive and forget, however I would settle for simple forgiveness first. Anyhoo, believe me when I say this was an EXTREMELY difficult thread for me to write, and I am truly and humbly requesting for the groups understanding.
Regards,
Arkanian