I'm just at the end of my rope sick of being called a freak by my family because I collect knives, so I am constantly pissed off nothing I can do about it except stay alone.
I didn't know anything about your troubles until I read this. I'm retired, but I recall being your age and at that point in life there can be a lot of stress and personal problems to deal with, I didn't like being 16 either, but life does get better with time. Get used to it, life is full of such hurdles/unpleasantries, and as we pass through these we build our character that builds our personalities and make us who we become. Don't sweat it, if its not going well at home, then spend some time here, get to know some of the people here and pursue your hobby. Knives are an excellent hobby.
Welcome aboard here and enjoy, after some time you will have lots of knives!