ever since i was about 8 years old, knives fascinated me. i watched in glee as my older cousins played with various folders and all sorts of sharp stuff, of course they didn't bother sharing the wealth me. but when i finally got the chance and the cash to get my own knifei started off with one of those cheapo slip joints at a thrift store for about 3 bux. this was waay before i knew about the internet, knife steels, grinds, handle materials and spyderco and various other knifeknut knowledge. yet i was still very happy and used it everyway i can, i took it everywhere it wasn't supposed to go and did stuff with it that even i would now frown upon. as i learned from this knife i began to want more, subsequently moving up to 7 dollar swap meet folders.
this represented a whole new class of knives for me - they have locks! i bought these swap-meet knives without the knowledge of my parents and took great care in hiding it from them

i marveled at my new treasure opening and closing... stroking it, all while in the shadows and away from prying eyes :jerkit: . i did not care about the materials, heat treat, who made it or where it was made, all i cared about was that it was a KNIFE, it CUT STUFF and IT WAS ALL MINE.
in time my interest plateaued and i had thought that i'd seen it all when it came to knives. i did not knifesturbate as much and the appreciation really left me as many of the swap meet knives, as i had experience and discoverd for myself, were not the great machined marvels i had once thought them to be. i began to see teh flaws of many of the knives i purchsed - lateral blade movement, failure of lock during spinewhack secondary to poor lock execution, excessive weight, poor edge-grinds and difficult steel. many of these problems manifested in the knives ihad paid the most money for. so i was a bit bummed.
the rebirth;
one day prior to starting my work shift visited a magazine rack and i saw somehting that completely surprised me - a magazine devoted to knife enthusiasts. i never knew such a thing existed. in it i was exposed a higher level of knife conciousness, bladeforums.com and rekindled the thirst for knowledge. BM Emerson CQC-7 knives with blood groove handle was the popular tacticool knife at that time... This led to the first of MANY well-informed knife purchses.
I apologize for the long reply-- I had been holding it in for awhile
HamAve