Knock off all this talk about me being a nice guy. I have a rep to keep
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Kodiak - See but that was just the thing. Right after I listed my first knife here on BF I recieved an e-mail from a old timer here on the forums. He wanted to have a large bowie (no problem), but then went on to request damascus, fossil ivory and mokume. Frankly it scared the c#%p out of me. Most likely I could have done it, but I would have been walking on egg shells the whole time. I would have never been able to enjoy making it.
Your only requests were that it needed to be in a certian size range, needed a guard and one of my now trade mark sheaths. I felt that I could work in those parameters and not feel this since of doom over my head. I truely thought though that my design would be refused. I really wanted to stay with a full tang, and I thought that might smack in the face with your idea of a gaurd. But I did my best and you liked it so here we are
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The best way to describe the fear I feel in working in some materials is the following real life story.
After I left the DOD I went into doing custom interiors for Gulfstream Aviation. After I had been there for about a month the boss brought out several boxes. Each of these boxes contianed a table housing (lifts the fold out tables automatically out of the legde). He handed me a drawing and showed me how each housing had to be cut drilled or in other ways modified to fit our application. All he said was "don't screw up, it will put us behind schedule if I have to order more". Well, I did the work and everything was fine. After all was said and done he told me how much each of those things cost. They run $12,000 to $18,000 each. If I had been off by more than a 64th the housing was trash. He did not tell me what they cost before, becuse he knew it would "make" me screw up.
Thats how I feel when working with say a $300 peice of fossil ivory. I am so busy being carefull, that I mess up.
But now the two hardest parts are over (design and grinding), so it should be smooth sailing until the last dreaded step - THE SHEATH. I am already having nightmares about all that hand stitching
. I am also trying to find a design that I like for the tooling. Looking for something with a Kodiak bear incorperated into the pattern. Hope I can find it.