I never smoked, don't drink that much, maybe just at the holidays or on my birthday. Even then, it's just hard cider, nothing heavy. Never got a taste for beer, except for on a boiling hot day after I've been working outside. Could be a Coors light or the best microbrew in the world, I'll drink about half and that's it until next year.
I do have a huge weight problem, and have a problem with food. Sometimes it rules my life, other times I do really well. It is quite psychological. At times, I have used the purchases of knives, gear, guns etc to fulfill the issue with food. Yeah, I'm broke until I get paid this Friday, and am looking at selling knives off to pay bills. This is a situation only bred out of stupidity, on my part.
So, I have been looking at knives I don't use, knives I can't afford to keep, and knives I will never let go. One that will stay no matter what is my Tusker from Scott Gossman. I won it at one of his Gosstoberfest campouts several years ago. It was carried by SEALs in Afghanistan, and has a ton of history attached to it. It is a well made knife also. I have Chris Reeves I really want to keep, but have a hard time justifying. Same goes for Case Bose annual knives, custom folders and fixed blades. I've really downsized over the year, but not enough. I bought two Strider SNGs this year, and sold both within a month of owning them. If that isn't boredom buying I don't know what is. Guess what, I'm looking to get another SNG! Can't do it right now. I get the most enjoyment finding old slipjoints and fixing them up.
My goals are to save my money in the coming year, trying to hold my knife buying to the Case Bose collaboration for 2013, maybe a few GECs from Waynorth, a custom from Scott Gossman and that is it. I'm also working on losing the weight, it's shedding slowly but surely, but too damn slow for my impatient self. The main goal is to be able to actually spend a night out without my back screaming, or to get in a day hike without my overworked knees collapsing from the stress. I have been looking at grocery receipts, lots of dumb crap. I should be drinking more water, instead I'm buying diet decaf teas and flavored waters. A bag of chips for the weekend, 15 yogurts for the weekend, yeah, they're better for you than ice cream. Lots of areas where I need to cut back. Skills definitely need an upgrade. My Gossman Kephart is the perfect bushcraft knife for me, right now, I should get out into my fathers woods and get a little camp site going, where I can practice bushcraft. It is all intertwined in my case.