IMO a Sebebza is as simple as it gets. I've learned inexpensive is not always simple. The right tool for the right job gives me confidence that it will not fail the task at hand.
Yep!
To the OP,
This whole guilt thing that you're feeling is just your mind regressing to a time when you didn't have so many options, so you simply made do with what you had. I still remember the days when I carried a POS 10 dollar Mtech folder that had a paper thin liner lock, blade play in every direction, mystery steel, a truly awful grind, and an edge that wouldn't cut butter. But when I think back on those days I remember only one thing, and that's blissful ignorance. I didn't know that there was actually anything better out there, so I figured what I had was just fine. But this doesn't mean that it actually worked well...... It was an embarrassment of a knife, and sticking with it once I was aware that there were better things out there would have been absolutely rediculous.
Every once in a while I do the same thing you did, and have moments like this where I just wanna throw away all of the stuff I bought and every bit of knowledge I learned about knives and go back to using that one knife, not concerning myself with the name of the steel stamped on the blade or the smoothness of the action or the tightness of the tolerences. I get that overwhelming emotional response that makes me think something to the effect of : "IT WAS A KNIFE. IT WORKED TO CUT THINGS AND THEN BE PUT BACK IN MY POCKET. WHY AM I THINKING SO MUCH ABOUT EVERY LITTLE DETAIL NOW, WHEN I DIDNT HAVE TO IN THE PAST? AM I JUST WEIRD?"
But then I actually look at the knife in question and realize that it was all in my mind, and my memories of it are only fond because they were distorted by the fact that I was so ignorant of the knife world and its endless options. The knife I had wasn't actually any good, but when I think back on it, it SEEMS like it was because my mind only recalls the feeling of happiness from those days. But I have to remind myself that the happiness I felt only existed because I was blissfully unaware of what I was missing out on. So IMO, it wasn't TRUE happiness and in reality Im much better off now than I was back then, even though the countless options I have now sometimes make me feel like I'm not.
On the topic of quality........
I know that just because a new knife is expensive and cool, doesn't necessarily mean it's better...... BUT.......it also doesn't necessarily mean the knife is less capable of being carried and used hard. It can be just as functional and even more so than your older less expensive stuff.
The bottom line here is that I don't buy things that aren't functional. If you think your new stuff is just a bunch of fun toys, then you're really missing out on the advantages of all the engineering and advanced materials that went into building them. You have to remember the whole reason they cost more in the first place: which is that they are higher quality and (at least theoretically) should work much better than your older less expensive stuff, in AT LEAST a couple of performance categories.
So go ahead and put the dragonfly back on your key chain, it's not too flashy to use, and it's one of the best little Edc blades out there for pure utility. IMO it easily beats the things you used to carry. That's WHY it costs more and WHY you initially wanted it as a knife knut. Unless you're the type who collects knives just to display them, the reason you wanted them in the first place had something to do with thinking they would be better than what you already had
And they usually are. So use them:thumbup: