I hate to say it, and I know it's hard to hear right now, but I hope you'll get another dog soon. The best way to honor the memory of your dog, and be worthy of the devotion your dog had for you, is to give the love and care you had for Blue to another animal that needs it. Not to be a replacement, but a continuation. There are so many pets that need a human like you to take them into their hearts and homes. I know when Code's time comes, I won't want to hear it either, but I sure hope somebody tells me anyway. Prayers for peace and comfort.