Lorien,
I wasn't trying to discourage you from getting what you want. I have "seen this movie before" for many years an know the ending.
It would take more than a post or two to discourage me from something I really want

! I've been down the road of designing every aspect of a knife I ordered, and while the end result was better than I might have gotten having left the maker to his own devices, (as a new maker) I learned from that that I will always allow for a broad canvas when dealing with a maker who has the experience and the eye.
When I look back at some of the designs I come up with, sometimes I'm surprised at how lame the design is, even though while I was drawing it I thought it was awesome.
There is a difference, to me, between 'the knife of my dreams' and a 'dream knife'. In this instance, I've been dreaming about the design even during waking hours, and all the permutations of said design. But if asked what my Knight 'dream knife' would be, I'd simply point at this dagger;
But, the honest to god truth is that my budget is really small, relatively speaking. Which might mean the knife will be too. However, I am going to be using this knife and I'm not concerned at how highly finished it is.
If I can afford it, the knife might end up looking something like this;
But, I might end up with a little knife, and that's ok too
