I quit.

I have admitted to myself that I'm powerless over nicotine (and that my life is unmanageable). Went back on the pen.

 
Started smoking at 12 because everybody else seemed to be doing it.! Stopped 7 years a go when I found out I had "CANCER"
and I will swear to this day I still want one every once in awhile.* A pack a day (roughly $200.00 a month) that is a free Knife every month.!! I still want one every once in awhile but I know if I do I will be dead in less than a year as 3 years ago I had a Heart Attack and died in the Ambulance on the way to the Hospital and then died again in the Emergency Room and they zapped me back to life each time.! All I need now is one Cigarette and I would be hooked again.^
We live and hopefully we learn and if I ever smoke again somebody needs to shoot me ~~ and I even have thought about buying one very expensive Cigar a week as I still crave the smoking.!! But then I say ~~ death ~~ and I change my mind.!
You have to make yourself quit because "you" want to and nobody else can make you ---- I lost 6 good friends while I was at the Vanderbilt Hospital for 8 weeks and all 6 were good people == both men and women ..... takes a lot out of you seeing that and makes you really want to live.!! Sorry this was so long but if just one person quits it was worth me writing this.!! God Bless.
 
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