Well, we're not as active in the knife community these days, what with our major link to it being gone. But today, through the slowly-moving grapevine, we heard the sad news (incidentally, while I was in the car coming back from a show).
I durned near started bawling. It's a good thing my husband was driving.
Suffice it to say that Jim was one of the neatest guys I've talked with throughout the better portion of my young life. Having grown up in the House of Muzzleloading (which later became Blades 'n' Stuff, one of Jim's hangouts), I've known this man for an awfully long time.
I didn't really start talking to him much until we needed his legal knowledge... at which point, he spent a great amount of time on the phone, giving us suggestions as to what to do on a situation at hand (at about 11pm). That, in and of itself, speaks volumes of this man's willingness to help others.
After Bob Engnath died, I spent a lot of time reminiscing with Jim through email, and at a couple other functions. When another knifemaker friend passed on, we did it again.
This time, however, I'm at a loss... my consolation buddy's the one gone, so who should I email now?
Bad jokes were occasionally passed back and forth, but as time moved on, I slowly slipped back into the living history circuit (and the powwow circuit) and he back into the knifemaking circuit, and rarely do the twain meet or mix. I haven't talked to Jim for nigh on a year, and it cuts me to the quick that I hadn't. To think of all the conversations we never got around to having...
I'll miss you, Jim.
To the family, we (all the old House of Muzzleloading staff) wish you only the best... that G-d ease your suffering and bring you peace; that all things work out; that time brings you the understanding needed; and ever so much more.
I only wish we'd known earlier than now... Someone said, in another message on here, that it's 'like your favorite uncle died and you couldn't go to the funeral' (I'm paraphrasing; forgive me any glaring errors!). Well, I somewhat feel the same way... were I only to have known sooner...
If there is anything that we can do to help, please let me know, Toni. You're in our minds and hearts, you and all of your family.
May healing begin swiftly and may your prayers speed on eagle wings to your Creator.
Lori Fuller
(the daughter of Leif Nielsen, one of them HML owner-types)