I do various forms of cutting/comfort/carry tests on almost every knife before it leaves my shop(got to make sure it works) since most knives I make are meant to be "users". The "show-ers" I make don't always receive that treatment if the customer just want a showpeice, it doesn't need to be scary-sharp or able to cut down a forest and pry steel doors open, etc. That all being said I would love to be able to keep a knife or two for myself, but bills come first. Most individual makers(vast majority) are not bringing in hordes of profit from what they make, and often it is a secondary(very secondary) source of income. More than half of what I make in profit go straight back into the shop for supplies, sometimes much more. On top of that I have factory knives that I have had for years and used for years that are not going to stop working anytime soon, I dont replace my users if they are still working or I have the funds to get something better(which I don't at the moment). I know my knives work, and I would love to keep them all and use them myself. But I can put them to better use by selling them and use the money to keep the shop running...and keep the heat on for the misses

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