Congrats on the weight loss! My father always carried a blade that looked just like that.....he had it for probably 30 years.... until I was born..... because I was a kid and it was a knife and the fact it was my fathers..... made me want to play with it even more...so ofcourse I took it outside one day and lost it. I can still here him saying "Damnit son, Ive had that knife longer then you have been alive"......so it would be a blessing to be able to give it back to him or replace it......and I thank you for giving me that chance.