Gehaazi and Ulf, do us a favor, tighten that noose up and find out for us how it feels. Or OD. Either is fine with me. Jst be sure it's painful.
Thanks Mobilerd, my thoughts exactly. This one hits close for alot of us here. No suicide is good or happy. Robin Williams suffered with severe depression for decades. There is no joy in killing to try to escape its grip...