Thank you, Rob. That's very humbling.
I carried a killing hatred for years, until I was able to let it go. Yeah, I was determined to kill the man who had "wronged" me, but I was killing myself, too. Now, I find that love gives me all the motivation I need, while being a healthful emotion. I love my country, and- even though I have met only a few forum members, like Spark, in person- I love y'all, and what you represent, which is the best of America (and other countries).
My father, who used to be a Sunday School teacher (he's also an ordained Baptist minister, incidentally), taught a lesson I still remember. He mentioned Daniel in the lion's den, and Shadrach, Meschak, and Abadnigo (it's been years, so I probably mangled those names). The Bible tells of sudden calamity that befell these folk. The point my father made, was that there was no time to "get right with God" when being confronted by hungry lions, or while being dropped into a blast furnace. I think he basically said we should be "prayed up", or somesuch.
While my belief system has changed, I believe strongly in the principle he was teaching, which I think comes down to this: we should always be at peace with our concept of the universe. If we have inner turmoil, we can surely only lose when we face an enemy, for we will be fighting ourselves, too.