I'm in. Thanks for the chance.
Even more so, thanks for hope. It gives me great hope seeing how your situation turned out. We are struggling through the emotional roller coaster of my wife's debilitating illness. Some days she's in such extreme pain she can't get out of bed. It's hard to balance working the hours needed to pay the bills and being home to help keep the house up and take care of my family. I haven't worked less than 90 hours a week for three or four months.
I was working on changing things I didn't like about myself before your post, but when I read it, my outlook changed. It was like a light bulb came on. I realized I've not been the man or husband God intended me to be. I've let my wife carry burdens she should have never had to carry alone. I've not protected my family like I should have. Heck, I even posted the other day about wanting the new pony jack for Father's Day. I was so checked out I didn't realize that there was no way that could ever happen where we are right now financially.
All the signs were there. Looking back, I can see God was trying to tell me a long time ago, I was just too hard headed to listen and open my eyes.
But no more. Today we start climbing out of the hole I've allowed to be dug. We've been selling stuff all week, things I never thought I'd sell, including all of my small collection except the four or five knives that have deep sentimental value. I've realized that they are just things. My family is more important.
In short, I apologize for emotionally puking all over your giveaway thread. I just wanted you to understand how deeply your post affected me. I don't want you or anyone else to feel sorry for me, I allowed my situation to happen by not taking care of business I should have. But, like I said before, thank you for giving me hope that I can fix this, that I can dig us out. I'm going to pull up my big boy pants, put on my boots, and get to work.
Thanks for the giveaway, the hope, and the kick in the pants.