Fulfill your heart's desires. If your knife world cannot be complete without a Sebenza, get one. Collectors of all walks face these dilemmas. For example, the beginner and perhaps cash strapped watch collector drools over the Planet Ocean or Submariner but can't quite afford it. Five, ten, twenty watches later, nothing has satisfied the need to have that one grail. Just get the grail. You and your pocket book will thank you in the end. If you're like me, then what you're going through isn't totally about how good the Sebenza is but really you're looking for people to help you decide you do or don't need one right now. But given that you're asking, you've revealed your inner-most desire. So, just get one. Hell, we're in good company here so I'll go as far as delivering the standard advice - get two! One for the safe and one for the pocket.
If you don't like it, sell it and be happy that you satisfied your dream.