This one's been causing pain for about 2 years (basically since I met her), and I'm beginning to think the only option I have is to ask her, problem with that is she dropped off the grid and the most I can find on her now is where she goes to school, not really helpful since it's a 45 minute to an hour drive and I don't have a car or my permit/license, and asking my parents to drive me there so I can go chase girls in a school I have no other reason to go to won't help.
God damn things were so much simpler when all I had on my mind was Halo and knives...