There are many times that I saw people use deadly force who were mentally unprepared for it and were changed because of it.
I have always tried to remind people that when you pick up that weapon, or put that kevlar on, that's the the day it's going to happen, you're going to get shot or you are going to shoot someone. If it doesn't happen, good. Next day, same thing. The day you don't expect it to happen, that's when it happens, and you shocked it did. Traumatized. If you really thought it was not going to happen, why did you load your weapon, why did you put your kevlar on?
When I worked in the jail I used to be concerned about inmates getting a hold of a whole #2 pencil, or the blade out of a shaver...Those types of things seem so insignificant on the street.
I have always tried to remind people that when you pick up that weapon, or put that kevlar on, that's the the day it's going to happen, you're going to get shot or you are going to shoot someone. If it doesn't happen, good. Next day, same thing. The day you don't expect it to happen, that's when it happens, and you shocked it did. Traumatized. If you really thought it was not going to happen, why did you load your weapon, why did you put your kevlar on?
When I worked in the jail I used to be concerned about inmates getting a hold of a whole #2 pencil, or the blade out of a shaver...Those types of things seem so insignificant on the street.