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.......because for all I know I may not be here come Monday.
In August I had a complete physical done. Heart scan, nuke stress test, bloodwork...the whole nine yards. I hit a positive on the stress test and the scan showed something at the bottom of the heart. Could be a blockage, could be artifact. I have no idea. Had my test redone in December. Same things popped up. Ordered by my cardiologist to schedule an angiogram on Monday to make sure the pipes are clear. Risks involved? 1 in 100 chance that I could die on the table or that I need an angiplasty to open the vein/veins and live. I'm terrified because I know what can happen on Monday and what might happen if I don't get this done. Heart attack..not the way I want to go out.
What pisses me off is that I have been watching my weight and what I eat for the past year. I stopped smoking a long time ago and haven't had a beer in almost a year. I also started working out more and doing cardio. I made a commitment to my wife and kids that I would do everything I possibly could to be around for a long time. I have lost 9 lbs in 2 weeks and have been eating better than I had been before.
Well, there you have it. My fears laid out on the table. I would rather die in a fire than go out with a bad ticker.
I'll let you know what happens on Monday night. Maybe.
In August I had a complete physical done. Heart scan, nuke stress test, bloodwork...the whole nine yards. I hit a positive on the stress test and the scan showed something at the bottom of the heart. Could be a blockage, could be artifact. I have no idea. Had my test redone in December. Same things popped up. Ordered by my cardiologist to schedule an angiogram on Monday to make sure the pipes are clear. Risks involved? 1 in 100 chance that I could die on the table or that I need an angiplasty to open the vein/veins and live. I'm terrified because I know what can happen on Monday and what might happen if I don't get this done. Heart attack..not the way I want to go out.
What pisses me off is that I have been watching my weight and what I eat for the past year. I stopped smoking a long time ago and haven't had a beer in almost a year. I also started working out more and doing cardio. I made a commitment to my wife and kids that I would do everything I possibly could to be around for a long time. I have lost 9 lbs in 2 weeks and have been eating better than I had been before.
Well, there you have it. My fears laid out on the table. I would rather die in a fire than go out with a bad ticker.
I'll let you know what happens on Monday night. Maybe.