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I have heard that death is man's greatest fear, then public speaking, then the IRS. So your greatest fear could be speaking to a group of dead IRS agents.
I don't think that I fear the inevitability of death. Part of human existence is built-in planned obsolescence.
For the good Buddhist, the cosmic oneness.
For the Christian, to be one with God and live in Heaven.
I like to think that, as a Christian, I fall into that latter category. However, I really would like to be sure and there is only one way to know. While I am not ready to take that leap, I wonder if it really does end -- all end -- with the death of the body?
I console myself and feel some strange relief that IF it does end that way, I will never know. Just gone.
So what do I fear?
Anne had a nosebleed today. Other than it never happening before, it makes me wonder.
I suspect it is because she loves her three (ten foot!) Christmas trees so much and has spent so much time decorating them, that the powerful and some what acrid fragrance has given her a nose problem.
She has no other symptoms I suspect, and hope, the doctors tomorrow will find no problems. If they do, I will be back asking for smoke!
But it got me thinking. We have a wonderful and special relationship. One that took many years to find and develop. I doubt there is anyone else I could relate to so powerfully. To love so deeply.
So, friends, my greatest fear is that she would die first. My second is that I go first and leave her all alone.
What is your deepest fear?
"These are private words I write to you in public."
I don't think that I fear the inevitability of death. Part of human existence is built-in planned obsolescence.
For the good Buddhist, the cosmic oneness.
For the Christian, to be one with God and live in Heaven.
I like to think that, as a Christian, I fall into that latter category. However, I really would like to be sure and there is only one way to know. While I am not ready to take that leap, I wonder if it really does end -- all end -- with the death of the body?
I console myself and feel some strange relief that IF it does end that way, I will never know. Just gone.
So what do I fear?
Anne had a nosebleed today. Other than it never happening before, it makes me wonder.
I suspect it is because she loves her three (ten foot!) Christmas trees so much and has spent so much time decorating them, that the powerful and some what acrid fragrance has given her a nose problem.
She has no other symptoms I suspect, and hope, the doctors tomorrow will find no problems. If they do, I will be back asking for smoke!
But it got me thinking. We have a wonderful and special relationship. One that took many years to find and develop. I doubt there is anyone else I could relate to so powerfully. To love so deeply.
So, friends, my greatest fear is that she would die first. My second is that I go first and leave her all alone.
What is your deepest fear?
"These are private words I write to you in public."