Its a better morning, many many many thanks for all the advice folks I truly appreciate it.
So far here's what we have deduced, its stress related, started 4 years ago when my father passed. Was already somewhat elevated, but not serious till them.
I do take the little aspirins, cute little buggers. Fish oil once a day but now I might dive in a few times! Going to look at those other supplements as well.
We walk the dogs most every day, my lab loves it, we tether the schnauzer to her and watch the fun as he tries to go where he wants to.
Smoking, no. I quit well over 20 years ago, and a Marlboro still smells soooooo nice to me to this day.
Drinking, yea, I need to cut down, too much. I do drink red wine, and I can tell everyone it does work. I felt better after only a few months of a couple of glasses a day.
I did cut out a lot of salt, my body craves it, but I dont eat near what I used to in college.
Cant afford to lose much weight, barely over 150, the little beer belly could stand to go away though.
Also cant afford the doc right now, so I'm trying everything I can outside that.
I think the best thing is staying away from people that seem to take a special joy in making people angry. I let myself get baited and I know better, I've been around these parts for over ten years and seen all the tricks, this one was an old one. No more, I never even read the last note and I think its for the best.
Thanks again! I do truly appreciate it.