James,
Your enthusiasm is what would be expected of a 14 year old. I think the problem is that you seem to be in a huge rush.
Late Wednesday night you posted:
Basically from advice given it's like impossible for me a 14 year old to get into knife making . I have decided to go with a traditional knife I can do consisting of flint knapping blade deer antler handle with sinew. Is this a waste though do these sell and I can do them good
By Friday afternoon you had built a forge and were annealing a blade. By Saturday you were done and had ordered equipment. There are a lot of good makers here who can't make a blade ( much less a forge) in basically two days.
In fifty hours you went from "I can't do it." to "I don't need any advice or help."
If you think we are all being mean and not trying to help. I would ask you to sit down at the computer with your dad and mom and read every post of the five pages with them. I think they will have a very different opinion of the help offered to you.
You had offers of expert help, expert advice, materials and HT, personal coaching by a very respected member of the knife making community, etc.. Right now, you appear to be on your own. I wish you well, and hope you learn to slow down, read and study, and continue to make knives. Just be safe and careful.