It does brother. Today is even worse than yesterday.
All night I kept feeling for her on my bed next to me, there was nothing. It was such an empty feeling last night, and now an empty house today too
I presume because it took so long for her to adjust to me because of her horrible past life, it made it all the more special to the both of us.
One day, after over a year of her being with me, a light switch went off in her mind, and then instantly we became inseparable ever since.
It was her choosing of me, I forced nothing at all on her, I simply provided her with everything she needed and required.
Patience, love, care, and trust was all it took. It took time, but I was committed 100%, and it paid off better than I could have ever imagined. I would NOT give up on her, no matter how hard on me it was at times.
While there have been other pets in my life in between, this is hitting me just as hard as when my wife passed 21 years ago, it’s as if I lost a child, next after my wife.
All of the good memories we created together will live on, and that gives me the confidence to get through my grief right now. There are countless memories that I shall NEVER forget.
And… my CPK family, that truly understands what I am going through right now, it gives me such happiness, love, absolute kindness, and caring. I am FOREVER grateful to each and everyone of you that has reached out to me in your own special way.
THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. I cannot express my gratitude enough to all of you, and it is something I will NEVER forget. Thank you!