I'm just afraid that I'll never be able to buy a regular production knife again haha. Now that I've reached the stage of contacting makers and having them create a piece, by themselves, from nothing, specifically for me, I don't think standard knives will ever quite live up to what I've come to expect from my collection. I suppose it's that way with just about anything though... If I started buying custom tailored suits, I don't think I'd ever feel the same about suits I can buy off the hangers at a department store. They may be nice, some may be just as nice, but they're not "mine".
I know exactly what you mean...
Being a lefty very few production companies (and even custom makers) make knives that suit me.