Mike, prayers sent and God Bless, keep the faith in God for I know He is with us always. Stay strong, try your best to keep yourself in good health, both body and mind. And pray to God to help u through it by granting u strength, everytime when u got that feeling of helplessness in your stomach. Just say this simple prayer "God, please grant me strength and carry me away from this." or in your own words, when that feeling hits u. It works for me.
Our prayers go with u and your wife, brother. Stay strong, man. God Bless!
Benny