gosh, i really need to get into the zt game... *sigh, cant wait till i get my hands on an 0200
If you haven't already bought it, I'd recommend waiting to get an 0801.
Dude. Mario. I was up until I had to come into work. I felt like a kid who just got one of the coolest new lego sets and hearing my mother tell me "you can't bring that to the store, honey." Talk about a major buzzkillllll
Yeah...I know how you feel. Fortunately, I work in an office that doesn't care about knives or my toys. Got my own office, a cool boss, and I play with knives half the day.

It's ironic considering I work in midtown Manhattan... I was playing with the 0600 last night until I pretty much went to sleep. My wife was a bit ill at ease because it's the biggest knife I've ever brought to bed.
may sticky, you are one lucky sob. good hard work pays off brother
Thank you sir.
True.
I was just now remembering an old friend of mine. She was one of those friends who you could talk to about anything, she'd listen, and not repeat it to anyone else. A couple years ago I technically had clinical depression (runs in the family apparently) and I remember her being there and helping me through it. (she was the only one at school I talked to about it) After I got kicked out from that school, We kept in touch, we'd talked every now and then (must have been hours long every time we talked. My mom got so pissed for running her phone's minutes down) The worst part is, when I got my phone replaced, I lost her number, and I have no way of getting in touch with her. (My phone number also changed, so she can't call me either) It's eating at me knowing that there's a high possibility I'll never get to speak to her again.
Sorry for being a Debbie downer, I had to get that out there.
Continue with your posting as usual.
I've gone through some instances like that. Lost loves, lost friends...it's just life. It gets easier as you get older, and sometimes you get back in touch with people. I lost touch with the first girl I ever fell in love with. She lives in Florida, met her when I lived there. It was rough for a long time, and then thanks to the Internet, we got back in touch. Lost touch again, but then found each other again. It's odd for younger people, but the Internet wasn't always around, and the reality of losing touch with important people was very much different than it is now. Anyway, there's often a way to reconnect with people one way or another, so I wouldn't let it eat you up.
Even if that's not the case, it's not good to dwell on lost friends when the landscape of new ones is such an encouraging thought. For that, I'll offer a small anecdote.
I had a best friend, same friend, for over ten years. We met freshman year of high school and were best friends since. We transferred high schools together, were in band together as drummers, did everything together. Knew everything about one another, and his family was my family since I grew up in a broken home. I wasn't the greatest friend, I usually forgot birthdays by a day or so (more a result of bad memory than anything else), and sometimes was just rude in my expression of my opinion. Apparently it became an unspoken problem for my friend, as two years ago, he essentially disappeared from my life. My wife and I were engaged, planned the wedding, and it was September of that year, 2011. He was my best man. That July, I forgot to call him on his birthday, since I was actually at the Invasion of Normandy paintball game filming the event with Manny. My friend disappeared for a couple of days, and then sent me an email that he didn't care to know me any longer. Blocked the phone numbers of me, my wife, my family, our friends.
Two months before my wedding, he decided to disappear. My wife was torn up, because he was her friend as well, and a friend of her mother. We all go way back. My wife's best friend was the only one who could contact him, and she went to see him to speak with him about it. Funny though, as he had always tried to sleep with this girl (wife's friend, maid of honor) in the past, that was pretty much the extent of his conversation with her. It was pretty disgusting, and that whole thing was just laid to rest. I haven't heard from or even seen him since, which is odd since we love close to one another and used to occupy all the same social areas...
But, I moved on, and the gent who should have been my best man then got the spot. A lapse in my judgment, admittedly. Moreover, Manny and I grew much closer as friends, and he's become the brother I never had. My family loves him, our families get along great, and we're integral parts of one another's lives in terms of friendship and council.
The future has some interesting twists in its plot, and more often than not, some very encouraging going on. Don't let lost opportunities and reminiscences get you down. Looking forward and taking life as it comes is a much better way of keeping your head up. A bit of a lesson to you young people in the audience.