A friend of my old man who is a very experienced outdoorsman, hunter etc, apart from being a counter insurgency soldier for many years told me to get 1 good knife and use it for at least a year or to death whichever came first. I did not completely take his advice then but it sounds a lot like what UR saying now. Its a good way to go.
My circumstances led me to realise I might be able to make cost effective knives because it is (I wail, ad infinitum) phenomenally expensive to get decent knives in India. My Kershaw Scamp and Crown ran to near $40 each delivered to my door. The SOG NW Ranger ran over $110. The knife I am currently working on will not be comparable just yet but its costing all of $20 and bringing me incredible experience enriched by the people and info on this forum. Shorttime, Mr.Apelt, Cam and many others. It was gratifying to receive a post from Ethan Becker just because I bought one of his knives!
Making my own seems better than buying chinese knockoffs (seriously claimed 60-62hrc, D-2 Sebenza and Hinderer clones for $70) and as long as I state whose designs I was inspired by, I don't feel so bad. It seems beyond my creative abilities to create a truly original design.
And lastly its a very relaxing thing to do. My father is a ex-combat pilot and an accomplished yogi and even he says there is no better meditative or peaceful activity than working with your hands at something you love. And I know you love knives. So try it. Make a knife, modify an existing knife. It will definitely improve your cost benefit ratio for your hobby and make you feel a lot better.
Edit: I have seen someone on this forum who has "A very relaxing way to make my hands ache" on his title bar...............