I was working in my 8th floor office looking down on the Pentagon from across 395. Like everyone else, we were glued to the TV, at first thinking the first tower was an accident, then as the second tower was hit realizing the horrific nature of the attack. I remember glancing out the window and commenting to our VP's secretary, "Well, at least they didn't hit the Pentagon" not knowing it was my last look at it unscarred. A moment later I felt the plane hit. We couldn't see the impact on the far side from us, couldn't imagine what damage had been done, how many lives had been lost, but I will never ever forget the tens of thousands of white sheets of paper floating, fluttering, high above the Pentagon for what seemed like hours against an enormous gray cloud; the long lines of the weary walking to safety or home, looking like refugees out of some old wartime newsreel; the unspoken fear - or was it rage - in people's faces; the glacial traffic and abandoned cars confirming that they'll never be able to evacuate this city; the suddenly silent, empty skies devoid of aircraft; worst of all, the horrible smell that permeated for days, a smell no one dared speak of, even today. And remember thinking that our generation finally had our own Pearl Harbor.
I still work in the same office; each workday as I drive to Exit 8C, I look out over Official Washington, its domes and spires, the monuments, and, closest of all, the great five walls of the Pentagon. The memorial dedication was this morning; the terrible great gash has been repaired. Yet that's not what I see each I time I look out the window; I too like many others do not need or want any movies, anniversary specials, or media retrospectives to remember.
Instead, I ask that each of us built a lasting memorial in our hearts, that the lives of the innocents lost and those who survived, that that day's horror and the heroes who responded, that those who now serve and swear "Never Again" may never be forgotten.
"Bloody Bill"