multiple reasons:
- 'it's a guy's thing', in the same way i like mechanical watches, surefire-torches, tools,etc......, the manly tool/gadget-factor
- knives have a certain appeal to me, they look nice and have a certain 'charm' or something. probably some primal instinct-thing i guess
- childhood-trauma?: from as i was a kid i always had a fascination for knives. but as a kid i never BOUGHT one though and i also never GOT one from anyone. i always FOUND knives on the street or in the bushes or in the woods, lost by other people. my mother would always find them, confisquate them and hide them..........and i would steal them back again from my mom......and sofort.
- the main reason i wear knives though, is for self-defense, which lately has given me some food for serious thought. i have a bookshelf full of knife-fighting books, i know how to defend myself with them and knives also have a certain 'discouraging' factor for assailants. the simple truth is, i feel more safe and confident 'out there' when packing a tactical folder in my pocket. but i also know that being allowed to use a knife for SD is a very very narrow margin, which needs a lot of factors to be involved to when it's 'allowed' to use a blade for SD. being absolutely honest with myself, i can say that i don't really need a knife for cutting things, opening envelopes, and that sort of stuff, there are always other ways. this shows by the fact that i didn't wear knives all my life. i wore 'em between the age of 7 and 13 just because it was 'cool' and 'a guy's thing'. then years and years of no-knife during which i NEVER had even a single moment that i thought i really NEEDED a knife at the moment, never. i started wearing knives again 2 years ago, and i'm 28 now........
i have a seriously inflammable short temper with highspeed-fuse, i've always been a scaredy-cat on teh streets, have several psychiatric issues and so i am currently considering NOT wearing knives anymore because it could, or even WILL, get me into serious trouble one day (read: doing time and the likes)......., man i need help
