- Sep 23, 2006
I lost my girlfriend of 3 years tonite. She was the greatest thing that ever happened to me and I love her more than words can say. Shes 20 and we have been together for a long time, i am only 22, and her parents didnt like me after a certain act commenced that usually does with lovers. after 2.5 years, they still despise me. It kills me because I have been loyal to her and loved her through it all and been there for her. Sad thing is, she loves me too and it kills her that we cant be together but for some reason, she cant seem to stand up to her dad and tell him that we are together. So I just said tonite, we are calling it quits because I am tired of being a secret or kept away from your family. I dont know. I am a mess right now and I am probably an idiot for posting this on blade forums but I needed to tell someone and this is the only place I have at the moment. (sad i know) I haven't cried in ages. Tonite I lost it. This is the hardest thing i have been through. please, forgive me if this is mindless. I hope I havent wasted anyone's time with my sad rant. please keep me in your prayers. I dont even know where to start.