shitty news. coming from a family with some close relatives that have/had cancer of some kind, the one thing i know is to stay postive, dont let it get you down, you live everyday from now on like its your last. i have learned some good life lessons from them. some made it and some did not. none of them got too down. they fought everyday and smiled everyday. i know its some really depressing stuff but you have to face it, do what you need to do and move on.