Blade is...........unique
I do agree with Stacy, it seems like you definitely have the drive, but could benefit from a few hours of reading posts, PLANNING, etc. Patience goes a long way when getting started (I learned the hard way).
I was in your shoes before, I started about 5 years ago and could not wait to finish as many knives as I could. A few turned out OK, but most were terrible and showed the rush and lack of focus or planning. I then went to college, after graduating last December I decided I was going to try it again. I have upgraded my equipment, read a ton, practiced with some scrap steel, and actually tried to plan out what I am doing. It has allowed me to be more organized while creating a much nicer end product. I am taking my time although I am still working slower than I want to.
The point is, there are a TON of great people here, and this IS the number one resource (IMO) for aspiring knifemakers. You've found it, now take advantage of it. Listen, take advice, take constructive criticism, etc. the people here KNOW what they are talking about and they WILL make you a better knifemaker if given the opportunity.
-Therron