I just got home
Fed my axolotls - - open up my e-mails...and deleted all the junk and saw Pauls - and saw the first few words.....I truly just stopped and did not want to open THAT e-mail, I did....and I am truly shattered, and real upset my friend.
I had my lovely greeting by Izzy ( my Avitar ) - who is entering her final stage of life as well, but its the first of the last - if that makes sense - so we dont know when Izzy will leave us, but she is on permanent meds now.......
anyway - this is about Paul, Nanc, the boys and lovely wee Buddy....
I wanted to ring Paul but to be honest I just cant talk right now - I am so so shattered for you guys, I was soso looking forward to meeting that beautiful wee boy, I have looked and struggled over his drawing for so many hours - and I have studied his lovely photo's 3 to 4 times longer than it took to draw his picture - so I kinda knew him - but obviously not in a real way - but especially when Paul and I have talked about Buddy on so many occasions.
I love that side profile of Buddy's beautiful cute wee head side on - "driving the wagon"
I feel so much for Harley as well, I hope she is ok, she is going to feel the loss as well, so we must get her lovely face on paper too my friend.
Im not too sure how I will be able to talk to you Paul this weekend- but couldnt have it any other way, Im terribly sorry for your family's loss of such a great friend, I had to laugh so many times when drawing him - those eyes and his incredible tufts of hair that sprouted from his Cheeks - just a spectacular boy Buddy.