tanglediver
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It's Saturday,
don't bring a gun to a knife fight.
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https://www.bladeforums.com/threads/bladeforums-2024-traditional-knife.2003187/
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It's Saturday,
don't bring a gun to a knife fight.
~~
I have a very similar smoker that I’ve had a long time. Has a gas section on the far end, lately I’ve been mostly using a Trager but I still fire up the off set sometimes
So nice to go sockless in the dead of winter...looks odd juxtaposed to leafless trees. Here in the Granite Coast, we have ~2" of snow that just fell - and two days ago it was 60º, I was outside in shorts and the bird bath unfroze enough that the cheap solar pump floating in it turned on - and startled the crap outta me.
Fwiw, the trees are mostly leafless - except for the Live Oaks and the Pines. And most of the green is Winter Rye grass I planted so our yard wouldn't be dirt/mud until May.So nice to go sockless in the dead of winter...looks odd juxtaposed to leafless trees. Here in the Granite Coast, we have ~2" of snow that just fell - and two days ago it was 60º, I was outside in shorts and the bird bath unfroze enough that the cheap solar pump floating in it turned on - and startled the crap outta me.
I have a very similar smoker that I’ve had a long time. Has a gas section on the far end, lately I’ve been mostly using a Trager but I still fire up the off set sometimes
Sorry to hear that panic attacks are awful. If you haven't talked to a doctor and/or therapist, I'd encourage you in that direction.Been having panic attacks like a mo fo. Every time I have a hard time breathing through my nose, I feel like I can't get any air. Had such a good day yesterday, and today's been some what of a disaster in comparison.
I'm sure I'll be going back to the doctor before too long, for a follow up. A lot of times, I know my panic attacks are due to me thinking too much. All I can do, is concentrate on my breathing., instead of focusing on "normal" life.Sorry to hear that panic attacks are awful. If you haven't talked to a doctor and/or therapist, I'd encourage you in that direction.
And I'm not sure of your current insurance situation - which may only be adding to the problem.
Especially if something goes catastrophicly wrong. Just as my wife and I were getting married, when I was in my indestructible early 20s, I had a friend fall off a short ladder and end up with $20,000 worth of surgery and work on his ankle. No telling how much it would be now, but it would have wiped us out for years and years then. So we got a policy with a crazy high deductible that was sort of reasonably priced just in case. Now, years and years later, work set me up with a ridiculously expensive policy with a crazy high deductible. (Probably higher than that first one was for 10x the price.) But now I'm older and way more destructible. The idea of hitting that deductible in any given year seems WAY too possible.I'm sure I'll be going back to the doctor before too long, for a follow up. A lot of times, I know my panic attacks are due to me thinking too much. All I can do, is concentrate on my breathing., instead of focusing on "normal" life.
I recently obtained insurance through the affordable care act. It's not much, but better than nothing I guess.
You were also destructible in your 20's - though perhaps you would have bounced less hard. I spent 30 years in the trades and no amount of insurance will bring my body back into compliance for re-entry into that line of work; I am facing some radical life changes/choices as I turn 60...insurance - and more importantly, the use of it to get care, is one of the toughest of them. I'm trying not to make things worse, physically or economically, but having trouble getting a job because of health problems that I can't afford because I'm having trouble finding a job...is the Kobayashi Maru of my existence.Especially if something goes catastrophicly wrong. Just as my wife and I were getting married, when I was in my indestructible early 20s, I had a friend fall off a short ladder and end up with $20,000 worth of surgery and work on his ankle. No telling how much it would be now, but it would have wiped us out for years and years then. So we got a policy with a crazy high deductible that was sort of reasonably priced just in case. Now, years and years later, work set me up with a ridiculously expensive policy with a crazy high deductible. (Probably higher than that first one was for 10x the price.) But now I'm older and way more destructible. The idea of hitting that deductible in any given year seems WAY too possible.
Went to a hammer in yesterday and mangled a RR spike into a proper bbq implement. Sauce ladle and meat flipper
That turned out really niceWent to a hammer in yesterday and mangled a RR spike into a proper bbq implement. Sauce ladle and meat flipper
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